...then comes the baby in the baby carriage!

Maverick was born July 29th. He was 8 days early in fact, weighing 7 lbs 14 oz and 20½  inches long. 10 fingers, 10 toes, 2 blue eyes, and mommy’s nose.  The story of his birth goes like this:

… It was a warm summer night in Medford, Oregon and I was very pregnant, but for once I wasn’t trying to induce labor as I had been everyday previous that night for the past two weeks. Kyle and I were at a friend’s that lived in our apartment complex having a movie night. We had finished watching “Lockout” and were about halfway through “Man On a Ledge” and I was laying on the floor on my side with my feet on Kyle’s lap. It was about ten to midnight when I started noticing something leaking a little and when you’re pregnant things tend to leak, among other strange things, but after a few minutes I decided to go to the bathroom. I hadn’t taken two steps when [GUSH] and a sprint to the bathroom. Needless to say my water had broken! 

Kyle literately ran back to our apartment to get me a dry pair of pants while I just sat there smiling like a fool. I was so excited. Then I called my midwife, Amy Hendrickson, and she told me to come in to the birth center (I was a little disappointed that I couldn’t finish the movie, but just a little). Kyle packed up the car and installed your car seat and we were off! 

I still hadn’t had any contractions yet and we arrived a few minutes before Amy, so we walked around the parking lot while we waited and that brought on a couple mild contractions. When Amy got there we went inside, Amy checked me and sure enough broken water and 4 centimeters dilated, now I wanted to sleep so I could get some rest before active labor kicked in. 

Too bad that didn’t happen, it all started progressing very quickly and before I knew I was working and breathing through each rush. I remember my friend TC getting there to be my doula and making me laugh. I remember standing with my arms around Kyle’s neck through contractions. “You’re beautiful.” I remember Kyle and I were in the shower when I was suddenly in transition and it got really intense. I remember they finally let me get in the nice warm tub, where I wanted to have Mav to be born. Then it was pushing time. I can’t do this... no, I can do this. I am a strong woman. I am a strong woman. 

I was given an oxygen mask because Mav’s heart rate kept dropping and I was told to take deep breaths. “Breath for your baby!” “You’re doing great!” Heart rate still dropping. I remember getting mad when they told me I had to get out of the tub. On to the birthing stool. Still dropping. On to the bed. On my back. “I can see his head!” Dropping. On my side. Dropping. All fours. Dropping. Called an ambulance for an emergency transfer. “Don’t push” they tell me, “breath through it.” So much intense pain, breath through it? Baby is not getting enough oxygen! Breath. Ambulance? Breath. Emergency? Breath. C-section? Breath. Freaking out inside. Breath. Smallest gurney of my life. Every movement brings on a contraction. Breath… breath… breath. IV. Breath. “You can push now.” Deep breath and puuush! Doctor: “You’re going to have this baby vaginally.” Relief. Push. Dropping. Breath. Push. Dropping. Vacuum. Breath. Push. Head. Push. Shoulders. Ouch. Slip. Cry. Here, he’s here! 8:38 a.m. “Look at your baby!” Hi baby. My eyes hurt. His head is shaped funny. Hi. Hi, Maverick. Perfect. Love.

It's a boy!

Kyle and I got our 20 week ultrasound just before we moved out of Arizona! And we are, of course, having a boy! I mean what else would we have, really? I am very excited and I think we may have settled on a name although that could change. On Sunday (18th), while we were lying on our air mattress at Caleb's, Kyle got to feel our little baby kick! He was very excited and I'm starting to get the feeling that this little bundle is a morning person. I love how active he is getting, it is wonderful to know he is there, growing, where I can only feel that he is alright. My belly is getting bigger and I am very proud of it, proud of the important work my body is doing!

Besides all that excitement, we finally got to see snow! I literately almost started crying when Kyle lead me outside to see it, the big fluffy flakes falling so gently and covering everything it a white blanket of love :) So I convinced the boys to have a play day in the snow.

two pink lines

On December 3rd i woke up and took a home pregnancy test... i got two pink lines. I crawled back in bed and after a few minutes i whispered to Kyle that i was pregnant. I think he is more excited than i am, but i find excitement hard to come by when i'm nauseous all day and throwing up all night.

I am nine weeks and due August 7th-ish.

We had our first ultrasound on December 27th and were able to see and hear the tiny, very fast heartbeat. It was incredible. I wish we could have recorded it so i could listen to it whenever.

oh brother

my little 13 year old brother Jacob is here for a visit. how long? well... we don't know. so far though it has been fun. we go to the pool lots and we started watching through all the Harry Potters and then i will take him to see the last one. after that i don't really have any plans, but its summertime, you don't need plans.

 fighting in the pool

 it looks like they are playing nice, but i just told them to smile real fast for me :)

 Jacob getting ready to launch me

laundry day

today is laundry day. mountains of laundry buried our bedroom and after tripping in the dark for a few days i decided i should get that under control. so, since we are the only apartment of the sioux city Satton group without a washer and dryer, i hauled... actually Kyle hauled the giant laundry bag and overflowing laundry basket to the car and then up the stairs to Shannon and Brenan's apartment, where i will be serving my time today. since laundry doesn't take my full attention i decided i should update our lives.

we had an excellent 4th of July full of playing at the pool, delicious bar-b-que, slip 'n slide, and fireworks (of course).

we also went to Omaha last saturday. while the boys were in there meeting and out working hard, the wives went to the zoo. then we all met up and went to the water park and ended the day with dinner at buffalo wild wings.

yay for laundry day and getting things done! this is our happy life and we are glad to be living it.

we drank the great lakes

"we drank the great lakes like cold lemonade and both got stomach aches sprawled out in the shade..."

some of my favorite lyrics of Owl City's song "Hot Air Balloon"

mainly because it reminds me of Michigan and thats where we went for vacation last weekend. i finally got to see most of my family that i haven't seen since over a year ago when we got married. I love them so much and being in Michigan felt just right... so much i love... except for the one I love the most... is from my life there. the beach, the sand, the humid summer air, the sunsets, the lush green trees that wrap around everything, and most of all my family.

This is where I'm from... happiness

The sad thing is that this may have been the last trip like this because it is all falling apart and my dad and susan will probably eventually move and then that will be it.

Before we left for our adventure, this is what we were doing...

In case you don't know what "this" is... it is flood prep. church was canceled and we spent memorial weekend helping people build these sand bag walls around their houses so they wouldn't flood. it was a lot of work, but we had fun doing it.

aaand i finally pulled out my paints and got messy with finger painting again!